I just had one of the most frustrating prenatal check ups to date. I saw a doctor who was not my normal doctor and he was so extremely unpleasant and frustrating, I thought I was going to cry about it. But thankfully, Nate, was available to send me texts to make me laugh (Yes there was a big NO TEXTING sign in the waiting room of this particular office) and I had him and Tawny to vent to after it was done.
I will spare you the details, but I just have to say how thankful I am for my doctor that I see on a normal basis. Her sweetness and her compassion are exactly what I need, and the sarcasm and frustrating nature of this other man was NOT something I needed to be around at such a stressful time.
I've been dealing with some anxiety, mostly at night, and I hate it! I want to claim peace and thanksgiving now, before I let it control my every thought and consume me in a such a powerfully negative fashion.
So pray for me, if you are the praying type, to battle the urge to feel less than worthy, and also pray that I wouldn't fret or stress about any of the physical sides of pregnancy/delivery. It's amazing how quickly we can fall into the trenches of despair and self-pity if we allow ourselves.
The good news is I am hitting 32 weeks and it's countdown!
I have more pleasant things coming you way, pictures, updates and more....
Stay tuned for the cheerful Jade to return. I just need a minute. :)